Today I lost a friend. By trying to be introspective I have actually given myself a headache. Technically I didn’t necessarily do anything wrong. But from her POV I did.

I am feeling okay about this split and think that maybe it is for the best. Maybe we are both at the point that it is time to change, to grow and move on. Maybe we have out grown our friendship and need for one another.

I will miss my friend and am happy that she took the time to tell me what she felt went wrong. Unfortunately I am not able to go past that mark right now.

I am currently in my room with my wax burner on so there is soft light and I am going to put on some jazz and rest. Yesterday and today have been very difficult days for me and I need to center before I return to work from my long vacation.